I've missed writing on this blog. Often a story would pop into my head and then as i began to jot it down, it would slowly drift away as well. I often fantasized about taking a week off just to write all these half-stories in my mind. But then, I have forced myself in the past to sit with a laptop and my blogger draft page open and nothing would come from within, either the story would vanish or I wouldn't have the words to write it or I would have the words for it and wonder if I wanted to put it out there. Over the past year I've had a tumultuous relationship with faith and the universe and love and life in general. Family and friends existed and were always there for me to reach out to but I didn't seem to want to include them in what i was going through. Mostly because I was having a tough time trying to define what was happening myself, and then to try and explain it to someone else seemed too mammoth a task for my weary brain to undertake. Also, pos