The day had dawned filling her with fright she didn't want to let go, but it had to be tonight She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in joined her palms in prayer, bowing to the light within. With the second breath in she held him close and held him tight and with her breath out, she gave up the fight. It will not do to dwell on him anymore she'd given herself all this time and now she had to let go. She sang and danced and announced to no one 'The funeral is today, let the mourners come' They came and laid a rose on the grave said their sympathies asking her to be brave. She said nothing and watched them go she didn't utter a word didn't let it show. She welcomed the dusk and watched the sun go down hiding her duality of being a murderer and a clown. In these times of instant messages and chats she'd written him a love letter not for her, this business of stat. She had fought with her stars and arm-